tattoos
hello all, idk how stupid tattoos are. Like I think I want one? I don't know though. I get sick of my nail color as soon as it dries, like fr how am I going to commit to a tattoo? I really want to get a pomegranate or an orange tattooed. Pomegranate because they're really cool and an orange to remember my florida roots y'know? both of them would be like semi-dainty linework with a mid amount of detail. I do NOT want any shading that is like seamless if that makes any sense? I don't want ombre I want like stippling or like hatching/cross hatching. And like, an orange to commemorate florida would stick because like, im never not going to be born in florida, so I can never like grow out of it. "you're going to look ugly when you're old" AND GUYS I KINDA AGREE. Imna be 80 fucking years old, and at my grown ass age imna have a tattoo of an orange?? but like i hold florida so so so deep in my heart and I want people to know that I wasn't born in this fucking desert of a state but like, what the hell else am I supposed to do to show that? I would love a tattoo for now, but like later? What if im 35 and I dont want that shit there anymore? what if its ugly? what if it sits in the wrong place now because my body has stretched and whatever? what if the ink is all faded? IDK i dont like the idea of commitment. Well also Im thinking of black ink tattoos which look way more permanent and weird imo, I would get brown or red ink exclusively. Any other colors look like actual shit five years down the line. But like do I wanna be the only person without tattoos in a social gathering? I like the idea of a tattoo on an extremity like an ankle, because then its kinda out of the way and if I hate it its easy to cover up with like clothes and whatever. I've also always wanted a spine tattoo, but like what the hell am I going to put there thats gonna stay true for my entire life?? I guess I could just do some simple like linework or something, but like that's also fucking stupid right?? idk my moms opinions have poisoned my mind. Neither of my parents have tattoos and they seem to be doing great and regret-less.
ty and goodnight